i keep telling myself that after the way you treated me i’m better off without you, but at the end of the day i’d go through it 100 times over if i could just spend one more week with you. not just because of who you are, but mainly because of who i was when i was with you. when you were around, the hole in my heart, the depression, it was just a thing of the past. i had hope, i had aspirations, i had a future when you held me in your arms. but then all you did really was make the hole even bigger, and only the impossibility of your coming back could really heal it..
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OMFG I CAN’T BREATHE
what the fuck did i just watch
word cannot describe ho
(Source: wontonpoop)
This is my brother and I a couple months ago. A couple of days ago, I posted a picture of us at a concert together, and I talked about how two months ago his mother passed away from lung cancer. Well, the saddest thing happened to him yesterday. His father was in the hospital treating his foot (the bone was shattered), and yesterday he had a heart attack. Unfortunately, his father wasn’t in the greatest health. His father passed away. In two months, I watched as my best friend (he’s my family to me) lose both of his parents. His mother and father, gone. It was the most heart-breaking moments I’ve experienced. I immediately rushed to his house. I got there, greeted him with one of the biggest hugs I have ever given. And, I watched, as my best friend broke down. Right on my shoulder. I have never felt so heart-broken. All I could do is be there, and watch. He is living with his uncle, and trying to stay strong through it all. I’m not asking for you to reblog, or like the photo, but I want you to put Eric in your prayers, whether you’re Christian, Catholic, Muslim, Jewish, Buddhist, or whatever. Just pray for him to stay strong. He needs it.
R.I.P.
Dolores Trancucci 12/14/1961- 1/19/2012Eric Eugene Vitale Sr. 8/29/1962- 3/14/2012
It absolutely breaks my heart to know that this girl took her own life today. She was a friend of mine, and she was such a beautiful, intelligent, and all around wonderful girl. She was never mean to anyone, always had a smile on her face, and just loved to make others smile too. You’d never know by looking at her that there was so much more to her that was making her unhappy. So unhappy, in fact, that it pushed her to the edge. It pushed her to end her own life. I wish I knew why. I wish I knew what made her think her life wasn’t worth living. She was so beautiful. She could’ve became so much. She had so much more life to live. It just doesn’t make sense. I mean look at her. Look at how absolutely stunning she is, and how happy she seems. It just goes to show you that every person you meet really is fighting a hard battle of their own. Always treat people the way you would want to be treated. Never take life for granted, because it doesn’t last forever. And never spend a minute worrying about things that don’t matter. If you love someone, tell them. Every day. Appreciate them and always be there for them, no matter what. You never know how long you’ll have them for. Kaitlyn left us much too soon. But I hope all her troubles are gone now, and she is worry free. I know she will be watching over all of us, and even though she left Ridgewood High School, we will all remember her at graduation. And she will be clapping for all of us as we walk across that stage.
Kaitlyn Nicole Swezey, you will be always remembered and forever in my heart. Rest in Paradise my angel ♥
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